A Reason For Living

Have you known what is the reason of your birth ?
Do you know why did you born in this world ?
These kind of questions must be common questions that you ever heard from any motivator.
If you have found the answer, you must be very energetic to fight on your life.

Many years before and even sometimes at the moment, I still think about it.
Somehow I just confuse what is the reason of my existing in this world.
Because I feel that I don't really have a real meaning of myself.
I'm not a smart or clever person, and also I'm not a rich person who has a big income.
Also I don't have so many friends and rarely to have many precious memories with precious persons.
Sometimes I want to ask the god what is the reason that I'm still alive in this world, I don't know which aspect that can be a reason of my living.

I try to encourage myself to feel better.
Yes, on my mind I tried to answer all those questions to myself.
I said to my heart that it's not only a sadness that I got from my life, remember that I have so many things that can make me feel grateful that I can have a life.
I can taste so many delicious foods, drinking my favorite juice, enjoying football and motogp which are my favorite sports, watching a great movie, reading many stories books, go holiday to some beautiful places, know the affection of the parents, feel the beauty of falling in love, ever play with my friends and so many else that I may forget to mention.
All of those things I can get because I'm living.
So, there are lot of reasons to be happy that we're alive.

It's true on the other side life gave us so many hard time and terrible moments.
However the most important thing is our point of view of that hard time/moments.
We got bad things, felt hard moments, and experienced the bad time for a period.
Simply we thought that all those things is not useful at all in our life, except of giving us lot of troubles.
However all those things make us stronger than before.
Indeed, we become a better person because of all those things, since learning from our mistake is human's ability.
If I compare myself many years ago and at the moment, I can see that I have improved so much.
Maybe I have not been fully a great person, but at least I'm very far better than myself on the past.
Somehow I can see this is as a beauty of this life too :
"Improved and growing up".
At some time I ask myself to look back at my journey and said "that was a way that you have passed, all of things that happen during that time help you to have so many lessons and experience to make you become a better person, and now you must look the way in front of you, that's your future, you have to continue this journey in order to improve far better than at the moment".

Yes, I can see that lot of people really fight for their life, every persons have to face their problem in order to growing up.
Some people maybe said that life is flat and really boring.
But I realize that at this world, life give us so many many things that we can fight for, even I think that our time is not enough to fight for all of those things.
Life give us good things to make us smile and bad things for us to growing up, maybe it's the formula of this life.
"Never feel depressed about your life, be grateful that you are able to do the things that you dream of doing, and live everyday working towards them. That is the key to true happiness"
I just want to share this quote to lot of people.
It's not that I have fully implemented that quote to myself, in fact I still trying to 100% put that principle on myself.

One thing I know, this life is really full of stories, experiences, lessons and so many unexpected things that we can find.
Bad moments and Happy moments can be happened in our life.
Somehow I understand what is the reason why I still be alive in this world.
I always try to keep this principal on my life.
"Always giving your best despite of the result".
Well maybe at this time, I feel that my life is at bad condition, but i'm keeping alive in this world because there are still so many things that we can do.
Many lessons and experience that I still can get, many efforts that I can still give to fight for this life, and hopefully many happiness and many dreams that maybe still I can get

Regards