A Day Dreamer and A Night Thinker

What is the difference between ourself at the night and in the day ?
Do you see the difference or do you feel that difference in yourself ?
Well maybe some of you don't understand my question,
Is a person's feeling become different between at the day and in the night ?

I just feel that difference.
It because at the day that I face many problems.
Many challenges, many works, many many things that I have to face.
Sometimes I feel happy, but sometimes I feel sad, and there are lot of times that I feel stressed because of the problem I have.
I ever felt scared, I felt the pressure, and lot of feelings that I couldn't describe.

At the night it changes.
Yes I often use my night time to have a me time.
A time to review all of my day and release all of things that disturb my mind.
It's a time that I need.
Even when I felt stressed, I took a long time to have such a time like this.
I ever spent 1 hour at the shower while most of that time I spent with just only standing and let the water spray poured over my face so I couldn't see my own tears falling down from my own eyes.
I ever spent 4 hours at the night until midnight only just for listening music.
I vivified a lot of songs to my feeling, to help me to forget all the things that I face, in order to make my heart calm.
I used an instrument sad song to help me heal my feeling, and used inspirational song to provoke my spirit and enthusiasm to face the next day that would come.
It's strange for you ? haha maybe
But for me I think it's a time that I need once in a time to let all my problem go out from my mind.
It makes me become a little fun and can sleep well.
Yes I think I love to have this kind of time.

Well you can say that I maybe a night thinker.
In my opinion I'm that kind a person, because at the night I used to review all my story by the day.
However that's something that I want to be.
A day dreamer.
Yes I want to be a day dreamer too.
Because sometimes I think that my good feeling and my spirit that I got from my me time sometimes can easily gone when I felt stuck to face my problem.
Somehow I feel that I haven't give all my best to face this world to fight for our life.

At the end, I want to do it every day and become my daily routine.
I want to be a fully day dreamer, become a person who give totally all my best to face all the issues and the challenges that I have to face.
And become a night dreamer everyday, to review all my activities at the day and calm my mind and let all the matters out from my head.
Hope to be like that..

Regards