Christmas Gift From Santa Claus

It's Christmas day !
What do you want ?
What do you expect from this christmas ?
Do you believe in Santa Claus ?
If you say yes, what do you want from santa as a christmas gift ?

Yes, for most of all the children, Christmas is very identic with Santa Claus.
Because it's happen only once in a year, it become more special.
Lot of children believe that Christmas day is their chance to ask for a gift from Santa Claus, it's only once in a year, they really excited when the day has came.
They expect the gift will be under their bed at the morning of the christmas day.
Is it fun ?
Lol maybe.

When I was a kid, I was kind a that children too.
I always believed in Santa Claus & I always expected to get a christmas gift on the christmas day.
I used to pray to get any toys as christmas gift at that time.
But sadly, I never got any of christmas gift in my life.
What do I miss at that time ?
Myself.
Eventhough I didn't get a christmas gift on that christmas day, as a kid I accept it, and I always pray to get a chance on the next year on christmas day.
It happened for many years.
Sometimes, when I throwback to that time, I wonder how I can always believe in Santa Claus eventhough I always failed to get a present from him ?
I'm really confused how can I be a little kid who never stop believing in such a thing like that ?
It's really different from me now, Lol.

Well, I think that christmas is very special because I'm a christian.
But do you know ? Sometimes I still hope to get a christmas gift from santa.
However it's not like a gift that I want when I was a kid.
I don't expect to get a gift like toys, robot model or etc.
Yeah my gift is really more complicated now.
Just say I want somethings that I can hold, and even can't be bought by money.
Can I ask for a clever brain to make my work easier santa ?
Can I ask more time to meet with my family ?
Can I ask a chance to meet and play with my precious people ?
Can I ask to have a beautiful moment & see a smile of the girl that I love ?
Can I ask a way to make me become greater and successfull person ?
Can I ask an answer where my passion is in ?

There's so many that I want I just realized.
I want this, I want that, so manyyyyy things that I want.
It's really complicated xd.
Well I know that all my wishes are actually that somethings that I have to fight for myself.
I admit it that it's really difficult for me to get all my wishes there, so I think it's not a very wrong thing to have a hope like that ?
Remember when I was kid, I think that (maybe) I need to be myself at that time.
My wish to get a christmas gift is fail this year, but maybe I can still hope to get that christmas gift on the christmas of the next year.
Will it be next year santa ? Yes I hope.

Regards