What is the difference between ourself at the night and in the day ?
Do you see the difference or do you feel that difference in yourself ?
Well maybe some of you don't understand my question,
Is a person's feeling become different between at the day and in the night ?
I just feel that difference.
It because at the day that I face many problems.
Many challenges, many works, many many things that I have to face.
Sometimes I feel happy, but sometimes I feel sad, and there are lot of times that I feel stressed because of the problem I have.
I ever felt scared, I felt the pressure, and lot of feelings that I couldn't describe.
At the night it changes.
Yes I often use my night time to have a me time.
A time to review all of my day and release all of things that disturb my mind.
It's a time that I need.
Even when I felt stressed, I took a long time to have such a time like this.
I ever spent 1 hour at the shower while most of that time I spent with just only standing and let the water spray poured over my face so I couldn't see my own tears falling down from my own eyes.
I ever spent 4 hours at the night until midnight only just for listening music.
I vivified a lot of songs to my feeling, to help me to forget all the things that I face, in order to make my heart calm.
I used an instrument sad song to help me heal my feeling, and used inspirational song to provoke my spirit and enthusiasm to face the next day that would come.
It's strange for you ? haha maybe
But for me I think it's a time that I need once in a time to let all my problem go out from my mind.
It makes me become a little fun and can sleep well.
Yes I think I love to have this kind of time.
Well you can say that I maybe a night thinker.
In my opinion I'm that kind a person, because at the night I used to review all my story by the day.
However that's something that I want to be.
A day dreamer.
Yes I want to be a day dreamer too.
Because sometimes I think that my good feeling and my spirit that I got from my me time sometimes can easily gone when I felt stuck to face my problem.
Somehow I feel that I haven't give all my best to face this world to fight for our life.
At the end, I want to do it every day and become my daily routine.
I want to be a fully day dreamer, become a person who give totally all my best to face all the issues and the challenges that I have to face.
And become a night dreamer everyday, to review all my activities at the day and calm my mind and let all the matters out from my head.
Hope to be like that..
Regards
Positive Things In Every Person
This world is full of human, isn't it ?
However I believe in this world, there are not 2 people that have a totally same personality and same characteristic.
If there are 2000 humans, there are must be 2000 kinds of person.
It's a really great diverification yes.
Well this post may be the most unique post that I ever wrote.
At this chance, I want to write some characteristics and positive things from some people.
The people that I will write here are some friends that I think I have a quite close and good relationship with, In this case they are all my friends.
At this description, I will write the list of people randomly, and I will use anonym possession word (him/her), because in English if I use possession word clearly, You can know whether if It's is a man or a woman.
Here they are :
1st person :
This person is a person that want to help other, whenever (he/she) has a chance to help, (He/She) will give (his/her) best to help the problem, (He/She) won't give up easily and try to solve the problem like that's (his/her) own problem. This person is also a hardworking person, (He/She) always have a good preperation for a task and also have a high power struggle to face the challenge (He/She) has.
2nd person :
This person is a "Not Thinking So Much" Person. Well it must be very funny to read that, and maybe it sounds like a weakness, not a positive thing. Yeah, maybe it can be like that also, but this person is the person that won't angry easily with other people, (he/she) doesn't think so much about other people words or actions eventhough (maybe) the words can be so much to (him/her). This person is a person that I rarely see (him/her) have a bad mood, or sad feeling. Sometimes I see this person can always enjoy (his/her) life even when (he/she) had some problems. To be honest, sometimes I really want to be like (him/her) to become a person that doesn't easily offended or feel sad.
3th person :
This person I think is the humorous person, yes lol. Whenever I and my friends are with (him/her), there must be many laughs happen thanks to this person. This person can always find a joke that very funny, even from only a very little thing, (He/She) can make that little thing become a very funny joke. In spite of often making lot funny jokes, this person is an active person in our group, (He/She) can coordinate many people in our event and also (He/She) often takes a part in many different topics in our group.
4th person :
This person is a perfectsionist person, whenever (he/she) is planning or do something, (he/she) will consider all the possibility that may happen. What I admire from this person is (his/her) ability to smile everytime. At the first time I know (him/her), I though (he/she) has a "normal" life. After we got closer I know that (he/she) has a very terrible situation background, but (he/she) can keep smiling and friendly to other people. (He/She) is one of friend that always want to make a connection with me when the condition is possible and also a person who want to help other people and sharing many life lessons to me.
5th person :
This person is a person that I'm very comfortable to have a personal conversation with. In the past I often had many conversations with (him/her), we often had a funny thing in our conversation and it was like we understood each other style, We both know what we had to said to response the chat. It's just I'm "clicked" with (him/her). I ever lost contact with this person because the passing of time and a long distance, but one moment I started have a conversation with this person again. Actually I'm quite surprise that our conversation still can be fun,We chat like usual, and it's still as fun as before. Maybe our topic is different, but "our style" is still the same, Yes!! I really like our style XD. In the past we always talk about funny thing as two little children, but now we talk as 2 adult people, actually I'm quite surprise by seeing (she/he) has grown up a lot, but I think it's interesting, by the time we're seperated, we both grew up and now we started to have a connection again, and as two people who have grown up a lot than the last time we chatted in the past.
6th person :
This person is a slow person. Yes, (he/she) is often calm and slowly. (He/She) is a person that believe in (his/her) good friends. (He/She) often ask for and follow (his/her) friends advices. Also this person is a person that keep a conversation going on, whenever I talked with (him/her) , it usually can be a long talk, because this person often talk non stop for a time about the topic, (He/She) even often use a very small topic into a quite long conversation.
7th person :
This person is also a person that I'm comfortable to have a personal conversation with. I think that we also have our own style. At the past, I often chatted with (him/her) from very early morning until very late night. Because our conversation was really fun, I admit it that this person can make an conversation become very fun for a long time, that's why our chats are usually long chats. (He/She) is a flexsible person, at some time (he/she) can chat like an adult, we can talk about important discussion as adult, and other time (he/she) can talk like a child and have a funny discussion totally as a kid, I often have many jokes with (his/her), we mock each other but only just for fun and we can be laugh a lot with our chat, I feel that I can have many jokes with this person, something that (maybe) some of my friends didn't expect because they (maybe) see me as a very serious person.
8th person :
This person is a fun and easygoing person. This person can always be a friend with everyone as long as it's fun. (He/She) doesn't choosing a friend with any strange reason or with hidden things that (he/she want). So as long we're fun , this person can always have a fun connection and precious friendship. This person also want to coordinate (his/her) friends to play together.
9th person :
This person is a competitive person. (He/she) can always find a way to solve the problem. Actually I'm quite surprise that (he/she) has a very significant progress. This person has so much intention in some aspect, at a glance (he/she) looked like a person that didn't think too much about social aspect, but if you have had a close relationship with (him/her), you can see that (he/she) is a person who cares about (his/her) close friends. I'm quite sure that (he/she) will be a successfull person in the future with ability and skill that (he/she) has.
10th person :
This person is a person who has a sharp feeling. (He/She) always appreciate other people action, (He/She) often asked for other people help, even maybe sometimes we try to help but finally failed, (He/she) still highly appreciate our intention to help (him/her) despite of the failure of the result. Eventhough (he/she) has a very difficult situation in (his/her) life, this person always support (his/her) friends to success. This person is a person that I can believe to give my trust for sharing many of my experiences and my stories. (He/she) always remember about other people kindness and has an objective view of many things.
11th person :
This person is the most friendly friend that I ever had. (He/She) is always friendly to all people, eventhough I know that (he/she) currently has very difficult situation, but I'm really amazed by (his/her) friendliness, (he/she) can always smile in front of us and also (he/she) is a person that always want to help other person if the situation is possible. Whenever (he/she) have a free time, (he/she) is never lazy to help other person. Whenever I have a talk with (him/her), I become very thankful that I can have this person as one of my best friend, really.
12th person :
This person is a balance person, (he/she) has a quite good ability and personality in many aspects, eventhough maybe (he/she) is not very superior at all that aspects, but I think (he/she) is a good person that has really quite good things in every aspect. I remember the first time when I was acquainted with (him/her) and it just only take a few minutes to have a good relation. Do you remember my words that "The people that we easily envied of are our closest people" ?, Yes I don't feel that statement from this person at all, In my perspective, this person is a person that will feel very happy if (his/her) friends get a successfull things in whatever aspect, thats why most of people I know like (his/her) personality and until know I still haven't found anyone who doesn't like this person.
13th person :
This person is an talk active person. (He/she) can act as little child and also has funny style. I often mock up (his/her) explosive personality and just for fun. I have a far distance with this person, but this person is one of my close friend that still keep in touch with me. (He/She) have became more adult person than before even maybe sometimes (his/her) explosive personality still can be seen. This person never act cocky to me, and also want to have an contact with me.
14th person :
To be honest, at the first time I was not sure whether I have to write this person in my list or not, because I thought the relationship between me and (him/her) is not very close. This person is an ignorant person, (he/she) doesn't care so much about something that's not related with (him/her), and also I don't have so much chance to spend some times with this person. However at one moment, our relation is getting closer, I have a chance to make our relation become far better than before, and this time I'm sure that our relationship can be called as close friend. Eventhough I said this person is an ignorant person, but sometimes I can see that (he/she) become a person that have so much attention. Our style is very different from each other, but I feel that both of us now have started to understand each other difference, even though I admit that our personality is still not very matching, but I'm quite happy that it has been far better than before because we have known each other personality and we both know how to response that suit with ourselves. This person have an intention to start a little talk whenever (he/she) meet a new person even the person who is not very close with (him/her). (He/She) also has an interested personality, now I'm a kind of understand the reason why there's so much people that want to becoming (his/her) friends.
15th person :
In the past I often give a hand to this person, yes I help (him/her) a lot. But once in a time I'm the one who ask for (his/her) help (life is unpredictable yes !). (He/she) always want to help me. I know (him/her) as an silent person, but now I admit it that (he/she) become better than before. We talked about past time and the future, and we still talk like a best friend. We can keep in touch !
16th person :
This person has a quite good analytic ability, (he/she) is a clever person. This person can use that ability to analytic many things including other people personality. Once (he/she) like one aspect, (he/she) will analytic aspect deeply and follow it everyday, well to be honest I think there's a lot similiarity between my perspective in this live and (his/her perspective).
17th person :
This person is a talk active person. (He/She) can make an atmosphere in a conversation become more relax. (He/She) always have an intention to accost other people, that why (he/she) has so many relation. This person always give some laugh in a talk so (he/she) can get along with other people.
18th person :
This person has really good adaptation skill in social aspect. (He/She) can adjust (his/her) style based on who is the person (he/she) talk to. Whenever I talk with (him/her) I can feel very comfortable because this person really understand my personalisation, we often discuss about this life challenge, since (maybe) we're have a same situation about facing the future time, that's why we still can be bestfriend. I with (he/she) are always try to keep in touch with each other and promise not to lost contact. That's really something that I appreciate.
Well after wrote that list, for just a moment I felt that I has so many close friends, and I'm thankful about that. All the things that I wrote above is just my opinion. To be honest, I don't always have a good relation with all of those people, I admit it that sometimes I have a problem with many people on that list, sometimes I feel that our personality is different, and I feel that some people of that list ever hate me and maybe even until now, but I think its normal as a part of the close relationship because the closer the relationship between us and other person, that means the bigger chance for us to have a relation problem.
However for all of this I think it's important for me to thankful now because I have all those people as my close people, because when I still have a chance I think I should write all those positive things, because in a future we all don't know whether our relationship can be still the same.
Thank you for all of you.
Regards
However I believe in this world, there are not 2 people that have a totally same personality and same characteristic.
If there are 2000 humans, there are must be 2000 kinds of person.
It's a really great diverification yes.
Well this post may be the most unique post that I ever wrote.
At this chance, I want to write some characteristics and positive things from some people.
The people that I will write here are some friends that I think I have a quite close and good relationship with, In this case they are all my friends.
At this description, I will write the list of people randomly, and I will use anonym possession word (him/her), because in English if I use possession word clearly, You can know whether if It's is a man or a woman.
Here they are :
1st person :
This person is a person that want to help other, whenever (he/she) has a chance to help, (He/She) will give (his/her) best to help the problem, (He/She) won't give up easily and try to solve the problem like that's (his/her) own problem. This person is also a hardworking person, (He/She) always have a good preperation for a task and also have a high power struggle to face the challenge (He/She) has.
2nd person :
This person is a "Not Thinking So Much" Person. Well it must be very funny to read that, and maybe it sounds like a weakness, not a positive thing. Yeah, maybe it can be like that also, but this person is the person that won't angry easily with other people, (he/she) doesn't think so much about other people words or actions eventhough (maybe) the words can be so much to (him/her). This person is a person that I rarely see (him/her) have a bad mood, or sad feeling. Sometimes I see this person can always enjoy (his/her) life even when (he/she) had some problems. To be honest, sometimes I really want to be like (him/her) to become a person that doesn't easily offended or feel sad.
3th person :
This person I think is the humorous person, yes lol. Whenever I and my friends are with (him/her), there must be many laughs happen thanks to this person. This person can always find a joke that very funny, even from only a very little thing, (He/She) can make that little thing become a very funny joke. In spite of often making lot funny jokes, this person is an active person in our group, (He/She) can coordinate many people in our event and also (He/She) often takes a part in many different topics in our group.
4th person :
This person is a perfectsionist person, whenever (he/she) is planning or do something, (he/she) will consider all the possibility that may happen. What I admire from this person is (his/her) ability to smile everytime. At the first time I know (him/her), I though (he/she) has a "normal" life. After we got closer I know that (he/she) has a very terrible situation background, but (he/she) can keep smiling and friendly to other people. (He/She) is one of friend that always want to make a connection with me when the condition is possible and also a person who want to help other people and sharing many life lessons to me.
5th person :
This person is a person that I'm very comfortable to have a personal conversation with. In the past I often had many conversations with (him/her), we often had a funny thing in our conversation and it was like we understood each other style, We both know what we had to said to response the chat. It's just I'm "clicked" with (him/her). I ever lost contact with this person because the passing of time and a long distance, but one moment I started have a conversation with this person again. Actually I'm quite surprise that our conversation still can be fun,We chat like usual, and it's still as fun as before. Maybe our topic is different, but "our style" is still the same, Yes!! I really like our style XD. In the past we always talk about funny thing as two little children, but now we talk as 2 adult people, actually I'm quite surprise by seeing (she/he) has grown up a lot, but I think it's interesting, by the time we're seperated, we both grew up and now we started to have a connection again, and as two people who have grown up a lot than the last time we chatted in the past.
6th person :
This person is a slow person. Yes, (he/she) is often calm and slowly. (He/She) is a person that believe in (his/her) good friends. (He/She) often ask for and follow (his/her) friends advices. Also this person is a person that keep a conversation going on, whenever I talked with (him/her) , it usually can be a long talk, because this person often talk non stop for a time about the topic, (He/She) even often use a very small topic into a quite long conversation.
7th person :
This person is also a person that I'm comfortable to have a personal conversation with. I think that we also have our own style. At the past, I often chatted with (him/her) from very early morning until very late night. Because our conversation was really fun, I admit it that this person can make an conversation become very fun for a long time, that's why our chats are usually long chats. (He/She) is a flexsible person, at some time (he/she) can chat like an adult, we can talk about important discussion as adult, and other time (he/she) can talk like a child and have a funny discussion totally as a kid, I often have many jokes with (his/her), we mock each other but only just for fun and we can be laugh a lot with our chat, I feel that I can have many jokes with this person, something that (maybe) some of my friends didn't expect because they (maybe) see me as a very serious person.
8th person :
This person is a fun and easygoing person. This person can always be a friend with everyone as long as it's fun. (He/She) doesn't choosing a friend with any strange reason or with hidden things that (he/she want). So as long we're fun , this person can always have a fun connection and precious friendship. This person also want to coordinate (his/her) friends to play together.
9th person :
This person is a competitive person. (He/she) can always find a way to solve the problem. Actually I'm quite surprise that (he/she) has a very significant progress. This person has so much intention in some aspect, at a glance (he/she) looked like a person that didn't think too much about social aspect, but if you have had a close relationship with (him/her), you can see that (he/she) is a person who cares about (his/her) close friends. I'm quite sure that (he/she) will be a successfull person in the future with ability and skill that (he/she) has.
10th person :
This person is a person who has a sharp feeling. (He/She) always appreciate other people action, (He/She) often asked for other people help, even maybe sometimes we try to help but finally failed, (He/she) still highly appreciate our intention to help (him/her) despite of the failure of the result. Eventhough (he/she) has a very difficult situation in (his/her) life, this person always support (his/her) friends to success. This person is a person that I can believe to give my trust for sharing many of my experiences and my stories. (He/she) always remember about other people kindness and has an objective view of many things.
11th person :
This person is the most friendly friend that I ever had. (He/She) is always friendly to all people, eventhough I know that (he/she) currently has very difficult situation, but I'm really amazed by (his/her) friendliness, (he/she) can always smile in front of us and also (he/she) is a person that always want to help other person if the situation is possible. Whenever (he/she) have a free time, (he/she) is never lazy to help other person. Whenever I have a talk with (him/her), I become very thankful that I can have this person as one of my best friend, really.
12th person :
This person is a balance person, (he/she) has a quite good ability and personality in many aspects, eventhough maybe (he/she) is not very superior at all that aspects, but I think (he/she) is a good person that has really quite good things in every aspect. I remember the first time when I was acquainted with (him/her) and it just only take a few minutes to have a good relation. Do you remember my words that "The people that we easily envied of are our closest people" ?, Yes I don't feel that statement from this person at all, In my perspective, this person is a person that will feel very happy if (his/her) friends get a successfull things in whatever aspect, thats why most of people I know like (his/her) personality and until know I still haven't found anyone who doesn't like this person.
13th person :
This person is an talk active person. (He/she) can act as little child and also has funny style. I often mock up (his/her) explosive personality and just for fun. I have a far distance with this person, but this person is one of my close friend that still keep in touch with me. (He/She) have became more adult person than before even maybe sometimes (his/her) explosive personality still can be seen. This person never act cocky to me, and also want to have an contact with me.
14th person :
To be honest, at the first time I was not sure whether I have to write this person in my list or not, because I thought the relationship between me and (him/her) is not very close. This person is an ignorant person, (he/she) doesn't care so much about something that's not related with (him/her), and also I don't have so much chance to spend some times with this person. However at one moment, our relation is getting closer, I have a chance to make our relation become far better than before, and this time I'm sure that our relationship can be called as close friend. Eventhough I said this person is an ignorant person, but sometimes I can see that (he/she) become a person that have so much attention. Our style is very different from each other, but I feel that both of us now have started to understand each other difference, even though I admit that our personality is still not very matching, but I'm quite happy that it has been far better than before because we have known each other personality and we both know how to response that suit with ourselves. This person have an intention to start a little talk whenever (he/she) meet a new person even the person who is not very close with (him/her). (He/She) also has an interested personality, now I'm a kind of understand the reason why there's so much people that want to becoming (his/her) friends.
15th person :
In the past I often give a hand to this person, yes I help (him/her) a lot. But once in a time I'm the one who ask for (his/her) help (life is unpredictable yes !). (He/she) always want to help me. I know (him/her) as an silent person, but now I admit it that (he/she) become better than before. We talked about past time and the future, and we still talk like a best friend. We can keep in touch !
16th person :
This person has a quite good analytic ability, (he/she) is a clever person. This person can use that ability to analytic many things including other people personality. Once (he/she) like one aspect, (he/she) will analytic aspect deeply and follow it everyday, well to be honest I think there's a lot similiarity between my perspective in this live and (his/her perspective).
17th person :
This person is a talk active person. (He/She) can make an atmosphere in a conversation become more relax. (He/She) always have an intention to accost other people, that why (he/she) has so many relation. This person always give some laugh in a talk so (he/she) can get along with other people.
18th person :
This person has really good adaptation skill in social aspect. (He/She) can adjust (his/her) style based on who is the person (he/she) talk to. Whenever I talk with (him/her) I can feel very comfortable because this person really understand my personalisation, we often discuss about this life challenge, since (maybe) we're have a same situation about facing the future time, that's why we still can be bestfriend. I with (he/she) are always try to keep in touch with each other and promise not to lost contact. That's really something that I appreciate.
Well after wrote that list, for just a moment I felt that I has so many close friends, and I'm thankful about that. All the things that I wrote above is just my opinion. To be honest, I don't always have a good relation with all of those people, I admit it that sometimes I have a problem with many people on that list, sometimes I feel that our personality is different, and I feel that some people of that list ever hate me and maybe even until now, but I think its normal as a part of the close relationship because the closer the relationship between us and other person, that means the bigger chance for us to have a relation problem.
However for all of this I think it's important for me to thankful now because I have all those people as my close people, because when I still have a chance I think I should write all those positive things, because in a future we all don't know whether our relationship can be still the same.
Thank you for all of you.
Regards
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